a block with flecks and streaks of grime
but not go. please don't go this time
it's funny you should say
it sucks you out and spits you in
those same old things
same streaks and flecks. to touch
the sky, to lip the streams.
the room steps out is revealed
the car, veins in the words, order
of worst
too relieved.
the day it ends as begun
you sat cross legged having
known difficult
y, having sucked been
grated. finds us at the door
in the hauling
rust-cabin in the bowling ground
that moves to look
as water, rocks of water creaking, grunting
& the grass blades cut your feet
as glassy wrecks, stuck in
the hills seem awful far
& from them some sick stutter
of light
and of that light
my sick eyes
shed tiny stones, stones that crush
the toes they fall to
rocks that fall to the fizz of light
from the hills, these figures
in twilight
moving slowly
apart
thousands of
years to walk in twilight, drizzle, houses, all empty
imagined into life,, stuck apart, and further, never
enough light to build
from fizz of
in this sound if i could only
hear, these
the stations of fear as the rock-river that
bundles this tired body, this block
over, over, under, through the slightest crack
it breaks
what little fizzing lights we stare to call
a sickness, a sneer, a vanished trillion, more
& if we stay here
if we stay
it is coming
(we remain).
*****
But how about now not fearing. There you stood
before the waterfall but the water not like rock
but silk now or gunge but thinner meaning liquid
like warm all over running over and through the skin
friend take me with you. Not to fear but tear up
on the margins of paradise and what of scorn? So much
fucking revenge here these days can't we just get a long
streak of sun fizz craps through the cloud unkindly
nevermind. It's the same thing as always happens
round these parts. Distempered lives, frocks and broke
bellows. O frag of bale rock, won't swim me;
takest fine so calm & crouched to dust off break
a brow from atop ur eye. Now calm. Break
hand through water break the water through your hand
thank you sleep comes nevermind never end cancellation
of tickets to sky. Outnumbered but a tread two foot.
*****
But how about now not fearing. There you stood
before the waterfall but the water not like rock
but silk now or gunge but thinner meaning liquid
like warm all over running over and through the skin
friend take me with you. Not to fear but tear up
on the margins of paradise and what of scorn? So much
fucking revenge here these days can't we just get a long
streak of sun fizz craps through the cloud unkindly
nevermind. It's the same thing as always happens
round these parts. Distempered lives, frocks and broke
bellows. O frag of bale rock, won't swim me;
takest fine so calm & crouched to dust off break
a brow from atop ur eye. Now calm. Break
hand through water break the water through your hand
thank you sleep comes nevermind never end cancellation
of tickets to sky. Outnumbered but a tread two foot.
