Friday, 29 May 2020

Poems - 25th May to 28th May

This sequence has become a compulsion. I am writing several poems every day in this new form which the poet James Burton has suggested I call the Coronelle. I will go with that for now. The working title of this sequence is 'I am a FREE'. The order of the poems here is chronological. This may well change. If you'd like to read the few that came before the ones presented here see my previous blog post. I've not included every single poem I've written in this form. Some are out for repair. Some may vanish. This is work in progress, but with the compulsion of its composition comes an excited anxiety that they enter the world in some form right now.

To anybody reading this, I hope you are safe and well.

//

Everything circles the carpet. Drive away,
stay with all torn off yer head 
pulley this sickening LARP, you read: 
“as is to be expected, such clampdowns  
always also backfire.
 Counterinsurgency is, after all, 
a desperate sort of war 
conducted only when more robust forms of conquest, 
appeasement and economic incorporation 
have become impossible.”
When the sky was starless 
in the void of the night give it up: Somebody else’s world
goes bang the birds in the air, the falling bang the irradiate kiddies. 

//

For the sake of the element the verse destroyed
ripped from under my failing 
thinking put on the furnace again:
“The disease is often presented as if it were 
something like a natural 
disaster—at best random, 
at worst blamed on the “unclean” 
cultural practices of the forest-dwelling poor”
stay with me forever close that flap 
or the sky gets in
That I speak no more
and my voice be still prison without walls. Fantastic voyage
out to the lonesome heart pathetic and strewn on the fence. 

//

Of course we’re torn apart
tuned up to explode or merely buckle
the heat of the day the strangled mind
I saw you walk through the flies
and doggerel
cameras twitching 
bad bad
weirdo. I wondered the possibility 
they’d follow you forever like crows
to crucified bodies in hell, that
strongholds come tumbling down 
a banner that flies across this land, negative approach, parasites;
I think of your ashes today, if they should rest awhile on us. 

//

Please try not to spread yourself  
don’t be so crying take my gaberdine.
You’re listing in the swell. 
A day of barely pressure
sticky soft fire
permeable char-haze
why so dam-
age don’t be so blistering 
fat on nectar, follow me says wanked up
daylight flies a sticky bun
there’s a way we can go there
we can live there beyond time 9 crimes low
almost everything I do, I do for fear of you. 

//

Dressed as a fish, he
waddles amongst us.
“The Mayor! The Mayor!”
Cried the succulent clubs,
but over the fields the pressure hive
a danger sought to doctor you.
The bandits are raw,
the sea stars no more:
Come ye poindexters! Dingbats! 
Ron English’s whitewashed a pike!
'Cause I can see what
the devil's trying to take now, may it be astra et luna;
proceed to the checkpoint and get to fuck. 

//

In the very beautiful dusk we spoke about the bins;
our burnished tongues of bronze. Snap up a speaker ID:
This is littering. If you can take a plastic Co-op bag 
full of bottles into the park, you can take it out with you afterwards, 
and dispose of its contents yourself 
in a responsible manner.
Currently, the data shows that the R value 
for England stands at 0.75. The total annual repayment cost 
of all PFI schemes and repayments will cost at least £9bn a year 
for the decade. Oh good. 
Your grace has found me just as I am
empty-handed but alive in Your hands, forget about clearing,
naughty boys get sent outside. Now go on, get back to the rats. 

//

Spider crawling up your spine; across the dunes
the King of the Tussocks, sheer blanket joy
furies through the night;
just before the fucking “sun” came up
we saw Dunblobbin. 
gleaming through the trees. 
28 km from Foxton.
Magnitude 5.6. Look at all the piglets
who’s a lovely stump then? Pulling our legs off
back to the castle, oh, Blobby
whose voice the waters heard
and hushed their raging at Thy word. I’m back. “Good riddance”,
muttered the furious king as we traced our lives back to the sand. 

//

I put on my cossie and went to your grave. 
A gentle wind rocked the nettles. 
The silent hole stared up to the sky. 
You died, in dephlogisticated air.
No one can deny
that these are difficult times. 
But I don’t know
where you’re buried. I have tried to find you, 
but even so you are not there, even what remains;
and so breath comes in nasal compulsions. And in the dark hour
some thorns buried deep
and the tears that he cried as she tended his wounds. Palomino, burn
in the throes of a wretched holiday, she sang as she sewed in his hair. 

//

Very tender, ever quiet
falls away the field. 
blurring haze forget me not
the moss who holds your head. 
The city is almost silent
sloping out to sleep,
the stars, who sing our closures
over the earth;
the trembling morning moths 
crack up to snow. 
Your peace in our hearts, Lord,
at the end of the day, heavy water / I’d rather be sleeping, treasure, 
put out the lights of London.

//

It’s the end, but the moment has been prepared for.
Guts at dusk / the Warmheart fiasco. 
Pump the gear scalpel brains remoulding 
grated on the zither; climate neutral company;
cum stockade
vipers writhe in verdant pill dust
nudge past the post.
Watcher you, devil my heart.
Strapons. Disagreements. Can 2020 just
chemical burns latest in search for missing persons
we do our marching to one beat
crushing the enemy under our feet shut up bluebird
the way has been prepared for, O, watcher of entropy come man come!

//

BAMBOS CHARALAMBOUS. Crates arriving, 
dockers holiday, concrete coffin,
the band venom, slides its way to the front of the mouth
and pickles there. As is a router to a blind man's eye 
test weakly creeps the moon
across the borrowed forest
the last thing we need is a summer
of love full of softfash avant gardists, their crap
idpol variants, five year old cancellation ‘poetics’ LARPing 
round a fake henge. What love could mean;
there’s a cemetery deep below the sea
where I’ll hide from news of the GOP. Who are parents? Jogalong
this table’s taken. Floreat Bambos: Labor omnia vincit. 

//

and sorry, but today I miss the poets:
The Peter Manson cactus garden, the Frances Kruk cobweb
dispensary; going into London flying out our hands:
The wholesome queer ultraviolence Raha feline vertical assault.
A tortoise far below
skirted in rain / switched your lungs back on and then went still. 
Risk calculated against life 
opposed to life at risk I danced, jackyl, I hardly danced.
You can put a fly in the fridge for one minute place it on the windowsill:
Seeming dead. Place it in your hand appearing to magic it to life. Wow.
I danced in the moon 
and the stars and the sun. My heart will go on, black planet. 
They all say  “wow” and clap and their faces; the warm fly flies away.

//

If the objects in hell don’t work, switch them around:
I.E. Red blooded Capricorn for Red Army Capybara. 
For all the new soothsayers none read a card for COVID-19
even death was still turned gorgeous in elective vagaries adative
ecumenical counsel, 
a heads up your finger won’t put to cloth 
here in constant Fouetté
sew the throat to the avuncular data analytic, relapse
shut up, dad this thing’s gone ripe someone saying something
about organs of the Chinese state welded into their homes
bitter was the night 
before the break of day resistance 1. resistance 2. 
Are you getting anything? Is that a pipe into the skull?




Sunday, 24 May 2020

Poems - 18th to 24th May 2020

(I Am a FREE 

I Am Not MAN 
A NUMBER)

//

White seething hot glamour commons yesteryear, 
I danced in the morning through the flowers
and the ash, yielding not to demi plié , to
sting away the day oh, National Servent, say! I danced 
in the morning when the trees 
caught fire I punched out my eyes 
in the clear well waters
I stooped to the floor and I let my blood.
Loved before the dawn of time put on some slap
karat out 
I’ll stand with arms high
and heart abandoned, no-comply kiki 
like risible kings to the dawns of a haven’t summer.

//

Stare down into the pond. It stings a bit giddy up
it’s time for you ever lovely heart again to drum
oh be my ionised ballast. Tree to flame bit off more giddy
up my bravest J, you’re not behind me 
in the kitchen
a ghost went by my back 
said a long protracted sound
against my neck and I am just too tired to speak
to you loved you in split up forceful right 
get out!
There in the garden of teats
my heavy load, surfacing goodbye Mr. A
the laughing intels them too cringe back long way morning. 

//

So in my tallest maxi dress the hotline goes dead
come again to the beach my babe I danced in the morning
and never more was said, no one was dead:
I danced the ionised no-comply loose this beach away a-boating
must there fighting bit retain
take down my details:
Not consent. Not. No
sarongs no shirt no entry, so instead I danced in the flowers 
for the world once again and now agape I am ready
to go!
My perfect, spotless Righteousness
The great unchangeable I AM motherland sorrow.
There, in the little pool where deer go to drink. 

//

NUCLEAR DISARMAMENT. Snog the mouth 
under the honeysuckle trellis bellowed piers unyielding
Dungeness scarecrow. Hello I’d like to speak to your
ruinous non so different head, hello this is trailing beach light danced
staccato nebula; pause. A grating instinct
hammers in, the lights of the shore a-sway
the utter law of the land.
Swing out a little karat, little kayak ulterior, sure
line up the flock back they go to school again the peaceful little lesion
time to go!
There's a mirror showing me the ugly truth.
These bones they ache with holy fire. Jolie bruine, moon and moon
this night I creep away my love insisting on. 

//

Goodnight Elwood, if you have to go to the bathroom just knock.
K, may I reach across the city weary unimagine
I knocked on the graves I did the things girls did I glimpsed
and retreated to be remembered with pity the larvae
feed on dry matter
not I match make young sob for pleasure
stupid agape at you 
air cut angle grind balcony you and I flung off our heads
coated like the moon’s agonised east-west parade
victory agog.
For greater things have yet to come
and greater things are still to be done in this city
856,500 new faces peering in at the hostile doors. 

//

Where no horse should there be I danced like a sack
of shit, increased fibre optic reach, DID 9/11,
wrote a think piece; no one knows he’s in the sky the ecstatic
humours rose: I danced in the servatives I danced
in the self I planned
demi plié to a sassy épaulement
negative
not consenting to live a giddy life by the land
by the law made up for good
heady scratchings
we stand tall
no turning back we found our way my immortal blind
summer unfrost cycle blathering spigot, we stood tall.

//

The game’s afoot! Like fuck I danced
nobody saw me you can’t prove a thing,
are you detaining me? 
Am I being detained?
Oh reader, I was so happy
in summer playing arrest like a big bald pup
my amnesty
rests on nothing, jealous white glamour
catch me, catch me! Oh, let me dance 
on imagined hooks
perfect and blameless life
given as sacrifice one step closer, kiss me I want to be
your puppet trussed up in ribbons, the real double negative. 

//

What freedom is? I longed to glide across the floor. 
Nymphette sit to pop  in the morning 
garden, mock targets on the swain: caloric 
brain stabbers, wretched bunglers.
June comes spilling in. 
Not enough bandwidth
chattering blue tits
knots of butterflies wired to the screaming moon
steady now cut out my groaning mouth
love comes pnictogen hydride
who would true valour see
let him come hither concrete angel chop 
suey, rally to what most are un-allowed; what each one freedoms is;

//

Job centre interviews on cosh, journal entr-
ists, militant democrats, slideshow glides honest
eons ago I knew you from a dream my elder
sister stay those, leg stay here pour across
the ground with me boss-
man, how to go on love you for the private heart to sing aloud
crushed up alive you go
down to thorax wall I blister love really you do all the greatest
nowhere left to go perhaps I pirouetted in my dream
the limit of pain and suffering is what one person endures,
the breezes and the sunshine
and soft refreshing rain every little thing, burn
the watered air from where you dream.